Just a quick thought...

Why would I care at all that this nutty ex of mine is going out this weekend with her cousin, Kath (again...deja vu) ? Could it be, that after all I had to walk her through and hold her hand with after the last "outing" I don't want to go there again? Could it be that I know she has no self control and will just get drunk and sleep with some nobody again? Why make your role model out of a girl who has had a couple STD's and 2 abortions in the span of the 17 months she has been sexually active? 2 years ago, she had never kissed anyone, now this is her curent plight? Seems like the wrong crowd to hang out with to me. Thank goodness I know nothing.

But I have been getting sick over it all day since she told me. I still care sbout this wacko. I really do. I don't want her to get in a jam like last time, or worse. And not just because of my own selfish concerns. I just think it's not going to get her anywhere she really wants to be.

OK, that's all. I had to vent to someone. I'm gonna go be sick some more. Night.