And then it made sense.

Well, maybe and then it did NOT. Standing in the bathroom just now, swishing away with mouthwash, it dawned on me. The irony of something that I was told by my beloved Laura. And the true joy lies in the fact that we talked about this weeks after we broke up. She told me she just began to feel smothered by me. I took some offense to that and it hurt me. But just now, I remember what she wrote to me in the breakup letter that she wrote to me. She told me that I only called her cell phone a handful of times...paling in comparison to the amount that she called me. Is that smothering? And wasn't she the one that stopped by my house after her work and left notes on my Jeep and called me at all hours to let her in so she could sleep next to me? Is that smothering?

OK. Enough said. I think I have finally closed this chapter of my life. About damned time.

I hope the Holidays have been well to all of you. All of you. Like anyone reads this!!!!! But at least it's doing its job by getting this stuff out of my head. There is some relief in that.

Night to you all.

-Rich