Unanswered questions...the norm.
I stepped in it again. I know what I mean, though I doubt any of you do. I find mysef talking to unwilling people. People intersted in being heard. People interested in hearing, but not listening...waiting for their turn to talk.
But on a different note than normal, I need to remind myself to track down a copy of Confederacy of Dunces. It came highly recommened from a friend, and I am in search of a good read. It may very well be it. Anyone out there read it?
Already, I find myself excited about the impending Holidays. I don't usually get that way. But I am this year. Thanksgiving will be highly anti-climactic, but completely different from any other (see previous post, somewhere). And Christmas will be another alone-day, basically. The few friends I have are with family, which I am lacking locally. But I cannot get the time off to actually travel to see mine. But for some reason I am excited. I want to make a nice independence day of it. Low key is my theme this year. I need to spend time with me. I am a decent fella. I think. But I also believe I am jaded.
Go now, and listen to Girlfriend in a Coma (The Smiths).
And then She Hates Me (Puddle of Mud).
When on earth will I be able to know I am done with this part of my past? You see...I have this book, The Book of Answers. Supposedly, you ask a question and then open it. You will find your answer. Bull poopie. I just tried that question, and opened it. The first 2 made no sense. The third was "It will remain unpredictable". Thpt!
Try it again....OK, but I can't say the question...it's about one of you. And the answer is....."Deal with it later." Now that makes sense. One more time....the question is....OK, another private one...but the answer is...."You know better now than ever before." Good, that makes sense, too. I feel refreshed. Some sanity in this mess! If you can call trusting a book to give you advice "some sanity" !!!!!
OK, I better go get some exercise in today. I'll log some more words another day, maybe when there is something actually worth writing to write.
-Rich
But on a different note than normal, I need to remind myself to track down a copy of Confederacy of Dunces. It came highly recommened from a friend, and I am in search of a good read. It may very well be it. Anyone out there read it?
Already, I find myself excited about the impending Holidays. I don't usually get that way. But I am this year. Thanksgiving will be highly anti-climactic, but completely different from any other (see previous post, somewhere). And Christmas will be another alone-day, basically. The few friends I have are with family, which I am lacking locally. But I cannot get the time off to actually travel to see mine. But for some reason I am excited. I want to make a nice independence day of it. Low key is my theme this year. I need to spend time with me. I am a decent fella. I think. But I also believe I am jaded.
Go now, and listen to Girlfriend in a Coma (The Smiths).
And then She Hates Me (Puddle of Mud).
When on earth will I be able to know I am done with this part of my past? You see...I have this book, The Book of Answers. Supposedly, you ask a question and then open it. You will find your answer. Bull poopie. I just tried that question, and opened it. The first 2 made no sense. The third was "It will remain unpredictable". Thpt!
Try it again....OK, but I can't say the question...it's about one of you. And the answer is....."Deal with it later." Now that makes sense. One more time....the question is....OK, another private one...but the answer is...."You know better now than ever before." Good, that makes sense, too. I feel refreshed. Some sanity in this mess! If you can call trusting a book to give you advice "some sanity" !!!!!
OK, I better go get some exercise in today. I'll log some more words another day, maybe when there is something actually worth writing to write.
-Rich
posted by Rich at 11/15/2004 08:06:00 PM
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