No tears for this goodbye

I got told this weekend to lose someone's number. Huh. Kinda harsh. Well, it happened again. The giver in me is a piece of shit who knows not when to stop. After moving the ex into her dorm for her last 2 blocks of college and buying all kinds of shit with her for her room, and driving all over this great city, she got so pissed at me because I told her I was done talking about something. Basically, I am sick of being held accountable for something that I did while we were dating, over a year ago. I have apologized. I have grown. She dumped me because of it. I have moved, she has been in Park the whole time. Spoiled little bitch. Then she tells me that my childhood trauma was bullshit and it's bullshit that a shrink would attribute some of current dilema tha I am growing out of to my early years. Huh. Isn't that what it's all about?

OK, done ranting. Almost. One more quicky. Went to the damned dentist today and got a checkup. Found a damned dirty cavity and he recommend pulling my wisdom tooth that had grown in just fine. So, that is something dreamy to look forward to.

So I have been daydreaming about traveling. The kind of travel you do when life seems like it has something bettter for you. Just not where you are at. I missed out on Burning Man this year, and it sucks. This year would have been a good one, especially after last year's mess. So, next year. Gonna get tickets as soon as they are available and plan on taking the XJ. She will love it there. I know it. Maybe she'll meet a cute boy Jeep and they can get acquainted.

The CO chapter of NAXJA is meeting in a couple weekends up in Spring Creek , and I am scrambling to get it all put together for the meeting/trail run. Got a spotter already secured. Hope she's cool with being off-camber and hearing nasty-sounding scraping noises. She says she is. We'll see! Another Coloradoan who has never been 'froading. It'll be fun. Need to secure the cooler in the back, too. Last time, we got a little tipsy and the contents decided to present themselves all over the cargo area. Nice.

Hmmm, what's playing? David Grey, soon to follwed by Dashboard Confessionals. Looking for something gentle tonight. Tomorrow? Well, that'll be another story. Not much time for music. Got a little date with a lady from my regular starting point. So I am betting the music will be a little livelier. OK. I gotta go. Time to actually get something done here.

-Rich