Blech!
Sometimes, I go a really long time without thinking of Beth. Then some times, she calls or writes and I get sucked in. And it just gets grosser and grosser feeling. You know how cool it feels when you are IM'ing someone and you write a couple long messages and then about 5 minutes later, they write "Yep." ? That feels so good. Like you are talking to a tree stump.
The trick is, to have the courage to do the same thing back, and not go out of your way for them. Except Beth takes that as disinterest (which it is) and gets really short and irritated. And then just writes "Bye". So mature. So well-adjusted. So much fun to be around.
Anyway, I am wondering if Alaska is a silly thing to do. I am looking at about $2500, not including the rent (and such) I will have to pay before I go, and the lost wages. It's just something I have to make damned sure of first. And that's not wrong.
OK, gotta go...talk to you all later!
Sometimes, I go a really long time without thinking of Beth. Then some times, she calls or writes and I get sucked in. And it just gets grosser and grosser feeling. You know how cool it feels when you are IM'ing someone and you write a couple long messages and then about 5 minutes later, they write "Yep." ? That feels so good. Like you are talking to a tree stump.
The trick is, to have the courage to do the same thing back, and not go out of your way for them. Except Beth takes that as disinterest (which it is) and gets really short and irritated. And then just writes "Bye". So mature. So well-adjusted. So much fun to be around.
Anyway, I am wondering if Alaska is a silly thing to do. I am looking at about $2500, not including the rent (and such) I will have to pay before I go, and the lost wages. It's just something I have to make damned sure of first. And that's not wrong.
OK, gotta go...talk to you all later!
posted by Rich at 12/30/2003 04:22:00 PM
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